The Sheepdog and the Shepherd: Benji Van Fleet on Calling, Conviction, and the Church That Belongs to God (Part 1) | PT 143

What happens when your theology of calling collides with your understanding of ownership in the church? In this episode, Pastor Benji Van Fleet joins Tara Beth Leach and Mark Quanstrom from Abilene, Texas, to talk about his journey from architecture student to Methodist pastor, how cancer and heartbreak became catalysts for his call, and why he describes himself not as a shepherd—but a sheepdog. 🎙️ In This Episode:How a broken engagement and a tumor redirected Benji’s life toward ministryThe moment God spoke when everything else fell apartWhat it means to be a “sent” pastor in the Methodist itinerant systemWhy Benji refuses to call St. Paul “his” church—and what that means for pastoral health ⏱️ Timestamps: 00:00 – The world of Abilene and Texas-sized hospitality 04:00 – The story of St. Paul UMC and its 100-year legacy 07:00 – Benji’s faith upbringing and the “zebra” of denominations 10:00 – Losing everything—and hearing God’s voice for the first time 13:00 – “Exactly. Now we can start again.” A calling moment 15:00 – Sharing the gospel in Russia and being called as God’s diplomat 20:00 – Seminary, marriage, and the Methodist call system 23:00 – Going where you’re sent: the theology of itinerancy 26:00 – Why Benji says, “I’m not the shepherd—I’m the sheepdog.” 29:00 – The cult of personality and pointing people to Jesus Pastors are not owners of the church; they’re guides pointing the flock toward the Good Shepherd. Benji’s story reminds us that calling often begins in surrender, and ministry flourishes when we lead with open hands.