"I Was Homeless for a Decade… and Still Survived" w/ Sean Speck | The Hopeaholics Podcast

"I Was Homeless for a Decade… and Still Survived" w/ Sean Speck | The Hopeaholics Podcast In this intense and deeply personal episode of The Hopeaholics Podcast, Sean Speck opens up about a journey that few survive—years of addiction, homelessness, relapse, medical trauma, and ultimately, an unexpected path to redemption. Sean takes us through the harsh reality of smoking weed at 14, graduating high school addicted to meth, getting kicked out at 19, and spending nearly a decade homeless on the streets of Riverside. He talks openly about the first time he used a needle, the psychosis that consumed him, waking up in an industrial complex without his colostomy bag, and the terrifying moment doctors told him alcohol had destroyed his colon. Sean describes the collapse of his life as he relapsed again, eating 45–75 gas-station “heroin” pills a day, taking a “one-time” hit of heroin that pulled him right back into the cycle, and being forcibly taken to detox as his fiancée fought to save his life. But he also shares the moment everything shifted—calling from a park saying he was done, begging God to remove the obsession, reconnecting with his daughters, and learning to rebuild his life through honesty, humility, and real recovery. This episode is raw, vulnerable, heartbreaking, and absolutely inspiring. It"s a reminder that even after years of darkness, there is still hope, still redemption, and still a way forward. #thehopeaholics  #redemption #recovery #AlcoholAddiction #AddictionRecovery #wedorecover #SobrietyJourney #MyStory #Hope #wedorecover #treatmentcenter #natalieevamarie Join our patreon to get access to an EXTRA EPISODE every week of ‘Off the Record’, exclusive content, a thriving recovery community, and opportunities to be featured on the podcast. https://patreon.com/TheHopeaholics  Go to www.Wolfpak.com today and support our sponsors. Don"t forget to use code: HOPEAHOLICSPODCAST for 10% off! Follow the Hopeaholics on our Socials: https://www.instagram.com/thehopeaholics  https://linktr.ee/thehopeaholics Buy Merch:  https://thehopeaholics.myshopify.com Visit our Treatment Centers: https://www.hopebythesea.com If you or a loved one needs help, please call or text 949-615-8588. We have the resources to treat mental health and addiction.  Sponsored by the Infiniti Group LLC: https://www.infinitigroupllc.com  Timestamps: 00:03:21 – High school addiction spirals: meth, pills, and hiding it from everyone 00:05:26 – Getting kicked out at 19 and starting life on the streets 00:06:18 – First time he tried heroin while homeless in Lake Elsinore 00:07:43 – Nearly a decade homeless in Riverside, stuck in the cycle 00:10:15 – The first time he ever used a needle and how everything changed 00:12:30 – Waking up in an industrial complex missing his colostomy bag 00:13:13 – Breaking down in a park and calling for help, “I’m done” 00:16:55 – Eating 45–75 gas-station “heroin” pills every day 00:17:47 – A “one time” heroin hit that turned into full relapse 00:19:08 – Fiancée orders friends to “kidnap” him into detox 00:20:14 – The moment Sean begged God to remove the obsession 00:21:27 – Doctors explain alcohol destroyed his colon 00:24:42 – Waking up with a colostomy bag at 30 years old 00:27:11 – Drinking again just one week after colon surgery